I hate being late for class

I keep being late for class, because class is at 8:30 am. I struggle to wake up then have panic attacks trying to get ready. I'm not good at modeling anyways so it doesn't make much difference if I am late.

I've "learned" stuff, but I have no clue what I am doing. I am so confused...

I'm not meant for this kind of stuff...

I'm trying.