panic attack

As soon as I started working on the tutorial again I had a panic attack and was struggling trying to figure things out.
I dont know how I am ever going to find a job in any field if I have panic attacks I can't control.
I can't make it exactly like the tutorial especially since the programs are so different. But I am trying to learn. I like 3ds max better because now I already know it.

And I also made the curbs a little smoother. That's what I've done so far. Panic and make stuff. Yay art.